1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Looking into someone eyes when I am telling them how I feel. It’s very, very difficult for me to express with words what I am feeling, even with my mum, which is the most important person in my life. I get all embrassed and flustered and words get usually stuck in my throath. I’m very bad at actually talking about my feeling - it’s why I’ve been writing letters to express them for so long.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
My mum. I would tell her that I love her more than anything else. That she is such an amazing woman and I was so lucky to have her in my life and as my mother. I would thank her for everything she has done for me, for the support and the love and the understanding. For always believing in me. I would say I’m sorry for all the times I haven’t helped her as much as I could and for all the times I made her sad. And I would tell her that I’m sorry that I couldn’t see her one last time. This, if I were coherent enough. Honestly, I would probably continue to repeat thank you and I love you in between the sobs.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Aaaah, this is difficult. But I’d go with trust. I just can’t imagine living without at least one person that I trust. And honestly, I can’t imagine love without trust.